Saturday, October 22, 2011

21/10 - Epi 103 ... Kya hua yeh ...

21st Oct

Kya hua yeh, kab hua yeh ...
Dil ne na jaana jo hua yeh ...
Dhadkanein bhi bin poochhe tham gayi ... 

The first lines of Gunjan's realisation song ... so apt here ...

Does Arnav realise what is happening to him? Why has it become so important for him to see that smile on her face? And why he is finding it more and more difficult to stay away from her? Why when he touches her, it's with a possessiveness and a feeling of rightness ... she is his, to have and to hold ... and yet, to ask ... are you all right? All right if I come close, all right if I touch you, take care of you, look after you ... and look at you ...as though my eyes are hungry for you and only you ...
She answered him with her passivity, with her lowered eyes, her silence, the closing of her eyes at his lightest touch, her quickened breaths ... and the way he removed the lights was no less lover-like than a lover removing his bride's ghoonghat, her ornaments on a wedding night ... the light touches, the fleeting caresses, the authority with which he held her, touched her, turned her ... as though he and he alone had that right ...and her submission to his every touch, every gesture acknowledged that right silently.

What a scene ... no hugging, barely any touching ... all in the eyes ... his smouldering, passionate, hers nervous, shy and completely submissive ... to his touch, to his right to that touch ...

Does he know what's happening to him? Does he know what is happening to her? He's older, wordly-wise, experienced ... she is younger, innocent ... there have been sparks and flames in their encounters all along ... but now the fire is changing, from roaring furious rage to a different kind of heat ... even more scorching ...

He seems to know what is happening between them ... as he introspects later that night ... his eyes soft, a reminiscent half smile in them as he touches the dainty fairy lights with a gentle hand ... touching not the colored lights, but her ... again ...

And Khushi walks home in a daze ... lost in her thoughts, in thoughts of Laad Governer ... Laad Governer no more, he is Arnavji ... he is gentle, he is kind ... and when he comes close, he takes her breath away ... what is happening to her?!

But she doesn't have much time to think, to reflect ... :((( because as soon as she reaches home, she's hit by a bombshell ... Amma and Buaji asked her yesterday, and today they have already fixed everything ...
No, she can't!!!

She can't marry Shyam ... that much she knows. Why, she doesn't know ... but her inner voice, her conviction is strong ... strong as it always is, guiding her as it always does ... she cannot and she will not marry Shyam ...
Much to his fury ...
Amma is sympathetic, Buaji is angry ... Khushi confides in her babuji, she is sorry for hurting him, but she can't do this ...
She begs Devi maiyya for help ... why is she unable to listen to her family for the first time, why is she unable to stop thinking about Arnavji ... why? Show me the way, tell me what to do ...

Poor Khushi ... it is not easy to withstand the pressure of a loving family who has her best interests genuinely at heart, especially when she knows how much she owes them ...

Arshi scene ... breath-taking!! Scorching, steaming chemistry ... all in the eyes, barely a touch ... that is what romance and passion is all about ... no flying dupattas, no eyelocks ... seduction and passion through smouldering eyes and lowered lashes, through fleeting touches, gentle barely-there caresses and quickened breathing ... the deafening heartbeats could be heard through the rabba ve ...
SaRun were simply amazing  ... with his smouldering eyes and her lowered gaze and deep blushes, the possessiveness in the way he touched her, moved her as he took off the lights slowly, gently with a lover's touch and the way she submitted passively to his softest push, as though recognising his intent with her heart, quiet, only her closed eyes showing how deeply she was affected by his closeness, his touch ...
He knows what is happening to her ... and to him ... but where will they go from here?

I wish they had ended the episode there and left us to moon dreamily on Arshi over the weekend ... we could have gone back to Slimeball Shyam and Brainless Buaji on Monday! 
But kudos to Khushi ... stay true to your heart and to your inner voice, sweetheart, because you are going to need all the strength of your convictions and your faith in Devi maiyya to stick to your refusal in the face of the emotional blackmail that is now coming your way ...

Khushi's confusion, her refusal, her inner struggle ... Sanaya fabulous again!

Thoughts on the way ahead ...
Khushi stays firm on her refusal to Shyam, frustrating him more and more ... which has started ... finally leading him into making a mistake. For that, I would really like Arnav to start suspecting Shyam just a wee bit ... his return to life and to his awakening emotions should kickstart some more thinking on his part ... This leads to Arnav and Khushi discovering Shyam's truth ... only them ... and wanting to protect Anjali ...

Khushi finally bows to pressure and agrees to marry/ get engaged to Shyam ... and Arnav somehow stops the ceremony at last moment ... somehow leading to Arshi engagement or marriage ... this would mean Shyam's truth out in front of all .. but that would mean exit of Shyam?

neither is completely satisfying ... will wait and see how the cv's take it ... so far I haven't been disappointed at all ...

Forgot to add ... liked the first scene ... Arnav trying to hide his Santa Claus act under usual khadoos act ... manages to convince the ladies ... cute! 

 



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