SG Barn Scene 14 Oct

One scene I can watch again and again. To see an authoritative, dominating Samrat, who' sure of himself and of Gunjan, who will make her say that she loves him. He thinks that he's forcing her to face her feelings, not knowing that she already faced them and came to terms with them ages ago. So long back that now she's scared to face them again, scared to acknowledge them. She's had her hopes raised too many times, only to see them dashed. That's why she is so scared during this scene, she doesn't even want to think about what he feels for her, why is he doing this, why is he treating her so differently.

And she doesn't realise in her nervousness, that he's treating her differently because he's seeing her differently. No longer is she the fairy, the angel that he worshipped for bringing his life back on track, the guiding light who shows him what's right and what's wrong, who helps him whenever he stumbles or falters. No longer is she that angel - out of his reach. Now she is just - the girl he loves. The girl he adores, the girl he can't live without. He wants to reach out to her now, to touch her, to hold her, to love her. He doesn't worship her as one would an unattainable object. He loves her. And with that love comes possessiveness, comes confidence, comes his authority - because he knows ... he knows that she loves him too. With his newly awakened senses, he can finally feel her love. He doesn't know how long she has loved him, has known it, has lived with it. But he's going to find out.

G - (very soft) - what should I say?
S - (even softer) - don't you know?
G - shakes her head, looks away (how did she not melt into a puddle at his feet then and there?!)
S - should I say it?
G - (quickly) - No!
S - (very very soft) - Chashmish ...
G - (quiet)
Loved that soft voiced 'Chashmish'!
S - If you don't say it today ...

Oh boy ... try to breathe, try to breathe ...

It ended at a cliff hanger - she says - you lied to me that you weren't here, when you actually were, and immediately he comes back with - you lied to me ... about Sheena.
Silence.

Waiting for today ... wonder if confession will be pushed to tomorrow ... :( But I'm looking forward to Gunjan maybe breaking down and asking him half angry, half crying - what do you want from me?! Why are you doing this to me?
And then she runs, and he sees he has pushed her too much and runs after her and blurts it out.

Ahhh .. let's wait and see.