19th July Tuesday
What I remember of the episode is only the Khushi Arnav scene where Khushi finally let loose all her frustrations of the last few days, working night and day, facing humiliation and jeers, doing jobs outside her job description as a parking attendant of all things, and finally endangering her life ... all because Arnav Singh Raizada could not stand to lose a challenge. And Arnav listened quietly ... and at the end all he asked was - are you done?
And she said - yes, I'm done ... thrust the letter into his hand and left. Reluctantly. No she wasn't done ... not by a long shot. There was so much more she wanted to say, there was more she wanted to listen to ... wasn't he going to say anything? Anything at all? And wait a moment, why was she even wondering that? Why did she want him to say anything? Why did this victory seem so hollow? Why was something inside her telling her this was not what she wanted to do?
And so as she left slowly, she looked back - to see him looking at her steadily (pity that Barun's expressions have not improved to the extent that I can read them, so I'm just going to put in what I feel he should have felt) ... looking at her with anger, mixed with ... was it guilt? regret?
Liked the way she spoke to Nani ... very politely and softly, yet firmly, unyielding still ... I'm sorry you had to witness this, but it was something I had to do ...
And with Anjali, as Anjali, ever the peace-maker rushed after her, to say - maybe you misunderstood my brother, he's not as bad as you think he is ... but Khushi stood firm ... I'm sorry, but I said what I had to say, what I felt was right.
And Khushi was right in her place ... Arnav Singh Raizada had everything on his side - his power, his position, and he used it all, most unfairly ... As Khushi said, in one of her most hard-hitting comments, with power comes responsibility, you cannot abdicate responsibility for your actions which endangered a human life - and you did not even once acknowledge that you made a mistake, leave alone apologise ... And she places more value on her life, as do her loved ones, to place money and a contract above it ...
Rest of the episode was about Buaji worshipping Shyam and asking about his matrimonial prospects - after the ArShi scene and the small Anjali-Khushi scene, the rest was forgettable ...
Khushi was not feeling happy with what happened, that's for sure. She doesn't know why yet, all she knows is that she didn't feel the satisfaction she expected after her blasting. Even though Arnav actually heard her out.
Arnav is not happy either. But his feelings are more difficult to gauge ... he only has anger on his face. Is it ASr, or is it anger at himself, anger mixed with guilt and remorse which he doesn't want to feel? For a girl who is unimportant, but whom he can't get out of his mind ...
What I remember of the episode is only the Khushi Arnav scene where Khushi finally let loose all her frustrations of the last few days, working night and day, facing humiliation and jeers, doing jobs outside her job description as a parking attendant of all things, and finally endangering her life ... all because Arnav Singh Raizada could not stand to lose a challenge. And Arnav listened quietly ... and at the end all he asked was - are you done?
And she said - yes, I'm done ... thrust the letter into his hand and left. Reluctantly. No she wasn't done ... not by a long shot. There was so much more she wanted to say, there was more she wanted to listen to ... wasn't he going to say anything? Anything at all? And wait a moment, why was she even wondering that? Why did she want him to say anything? Why did this victory seem so hollow? Why was something inside her telling her this was not what she wanted to do?
And so as she left slowly, she looked back - to see him looking at her steadily (pity that Barun's expressions have not improved to the extent that I can read them, so I'm just going to put in what I feel he should have felt) ... looking at her with anger, mixed with ... was it guilt? regret?
Liked the way she spoke to Nani ... very politely and softly, yet firmly, unyielding still ... I'm sorry you had to witness this, but it was something I had to do ...
And with Anjali, as Anjali, ever the peace-maker rushed after her, to say - maybe you misunderstood my brother, he's not as bad as you think he is ... but Khushi stood firm ... I'm sorry, but I said what I had to say, what I felt was right.
And Khushi was right in her place ... Arnav Singh Raizada had everything on his side - his power, his position, and he used it all, most unfairly ... As Khushi said, in one of her most hard-hitting comments, with power comes responsibility, you cannot abdicate responsibility for your actions which endangered a human life - and you did not even once acknowledge that you made a mistake, leave alone apologise ... And she places more value on her life, as do her loved ones, to place money and a contract above it ...
Rest of the episode was about Buaji worshipping Shyam and asking about his matrimonial prospects - after the ArShi scene and the small Anjali-Khushi scene, the rest was forgettable ...
Khushi was not feeling happy with what happened, that's for sure. She doesn't know why yet, all she knows is that she didn't feel the satisfaction she expected after her blasting. Even though Arnav actually heard her out.
Arnav is not happy either. But his feelings are more difficult to gauge ... he only has anger on his face. Is it ASr, or is it anger at himself, anger mixed with guilt and remorse which he doesn't want to feel? For a girl who is unimportant, but whom he can't get out of his mind ...
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