Nervous?

23rd April episode

Neil waiting for Gunjan.

Sam, Benji and Uday waiting for Gunjan

Dia and Nups getting Gunjan ready.

Gang - Gunjan nervous - how do I look? They all tease her a bit, then leave her and Sam alone. he asks her, nervous? she nods, he says, I know how to cure that, and takes her in his arms. What a hug. It's a hug for both of them, a reassurance to themselves and to each other, it's a need to cling together because they know that distances will be coming up, and it's peace, it's home, it's where they both belong and that is something they can carry with them when things are darkest.

Gang comes in again, they all leave. Nups left behind, rueing the loss of her dreams. Mayank sympathises. Some MN scenes, where they talk about their life, their future ... did the Cv's listen??? ROFL!!!!

Last SG scene was utterly beautiful ...Samrat tries to reassure her again with his teasing, his jokes that she will forget him, then when she hits him - that's in my kismet now ...
then she has to go ...
and he holds her hand as she leaves, and says ... aise hi chali jaogi na, Chashmish? The fears they both shared during the audition coming to the surface in him for once - he's been hiding them for her, but they're there, will she also leave him and go like his parents, his sister...
And she knows, of course she knows ... and she comes back ... nahi, kabhi nahi ...
They hold hands and just look at each other ... just look ... love, longing, fear, anticipation, nervousness ... even a mad desire to run back into her safety zone and say no, I don't want to do this after all, I just want you, and us ...

But she's Gunjan ... she can do it and he knows it, so he tells her - you go, I'll be coming. And she leaves ...