Thoughts on MJHT - G's letter and Sam's thoughts

I want:
Gunjan's letter to be ambiguous, to only hint at her feelings, maybe apologise for them (so like her!), say it was her fault, he never gave her any such hopes, and so she needs some time away from him but she will come back and be his friend again, that she promises.
I want:
Samrat to reflect on her letter, then have flashbacks of the time they rehearsed together for the play where she let out her feelings for him saying it was her fault she fell in love with him. I want another flashback when during the play while they were arguing about giving up their friendship for Sheena, she told him he was lucky his love was returned, because one-sided love was painful ... I want him to remember that and realise that she has loved him quietly, hopelessly for so long, and never said a word.
I want him to remember that she tried to stay away from him, but he would never let her. Everytime she went away, he would follow her and ask what the problem was - he could not let her alone.
Then ... I want:
Samrat to remember his dates with Sheena both began and ended with Gunjan. The first date - she helped him cook, and after the date, he promptly landed up at her house to thank her. And he wanted some 'Samrat-Chashmish time - no Sheena'. He didn't have any problem talking nonstop about Chashmish with Sheena, though - I want him to realise that Gunjan has always been in his thoughts and on his mind - always.
I want him to remember the second Sheena date, where again he was with Gunjan before the date, choosing gifts for Sheena - but also giving her a gift, dancing with her, calling her his soulmate. And after the date, when Sheena had burst the bombshell of wanting him to break his friendship, I want him to remember he still called Gunjan after he got home, still in shock, the only thing on his mind that he couldn't, wouldn't give her up - his desperate call to her was as though he wanted to talk to her, needed to talk to her - needed only her, as he had always done.
That will make his realisation more poignant and more beautiful, when he realises how long he has loved her without even knowing it - and how long she has loved him, always knowing it.